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On my bookshelf: The Vegetarian Myth

One of the reasons why I loved living in Iceland was that I always had some great books in my hands. It happened this time again, since I was given The Vegetarian Myth by Lierre Keith, who spent 20 years of her life as a vegan.By reading it, I wanted to challenge myself and my (political and nutritional) vegetarian beliefs, and sure this book is great for such enterprise. This is the reason why "everyone that eats should read this book", as stated on the cover. But thinking that I was reading about politics and nutrition, in fact the book surprised me as an authentic piece of neo-primitivist theory, ultimately stating that veg(etari)anism vs. meat is not the problem and it is not what will save the planet. The real critique is against our idea of civilization centred on agriculture. While on one hand it shares all vegetarianism's abhorrence of animal factory farming, on the other it is our diet and ultimately our society built on the cultivation of annual grains that is the problem, and the facts speak for themselves. After 3 years of vegetarianism and several thoughts about going vegan, I am now prompted to become an adult vegetarian, meaning that there is so much more that I, as a vegetarian, need to consider, first of all the destruction of huge ecosystems for supporting a grain-based diet - this being a common issue for everyone who eats grain and products of modern farming techniques, regardless of the meat intake.Here are pluses and minuses about the book. Comments are welcome... :)<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />+ the true problem of modern, "civilized" diet is not meat eating, but grain production, especially in monocrops. Large parts of such grain is fed to animals, but even if nobody ate meat, this huge portion of the earth destined to annual crops would in any case imply topsoil destruction and the disappearance of pastures, forests and complex ecosystems for human exploitation. Even a plant-based diet can imply mass killing.- true, soil needs animals, their manure and the corpses of dead animals, too, in order to be fertile. But not all soils are pastures: there are ecosystems that thrive without being fertilized by faeces of animals domesticated and/or hunted by humans. Animal farming is not so easy to justify in such terms. Plus, saying that the earth needs the corpses of dead animals doesn't really imply that it is our duty to kill and grind up cows or chickens (and why not dead humans?) and spray our fields with their blood and bones, or using manure from domesticated cattle and that that is the only alternative to fertilizers from fossil fuels. Permaculture (the cultivation of perennial, interacting plants) and especially the Fukuoka method proved that green manure and permanent mulching work just as fine for keeping the soil healthy and productive, and that even large-scale grain production is possible and productive with little or no human intervention. Masanobu Fukuoka demonstrated that rice fields almost don't need to be flooded, sprayed or weeded, and that a single field can support two different kinds of grain growing side by side, being thus much more productive than monocrops and if the stalks are returned to the field as green manure after harvesting, at the same time it improves the soil. Why is he still ignored?+ that adulthood starts with acknowledging death as a natural process is for me the most valuable point of the book. Our problem nowadays is that carnivores and many vegetarians alike seldom know where and how food comes from. Regardless of our diet, most of us are ignorant and kept such. Some people embrace vegetarianism like a new religion, others see it as a way to widen their given horizons, in a process that should never end. For me, giving up meat was a way to try something new, question what I held to be unquestionable, learn about food and the world around me. What I ate ceased to be a meaningless, automatic act, and became a meaningful, conscious choice. I discovered new foods, preparations, combinations. Began reading labels, and seeing through a steak or a piece of bread everything that lay behind it. Yes, everything dies and is born again in nature's endless cycle, and for a living being to live and thrive, someone else has to die, either by human hand or not. Like many others I believe, of course I considered this when I turned vegetarian. I am fully aware of this and that is why I would never think lions should eat grass, or that Inuits should eat salad and not whale, or I wouldn't really mind killing (or eating, why not) a swarm of snails threatening my garden. I am not against killing for food, I am against pointless suffering and a sick industrial system of food production that is just morally, environmentally and economically unacceptable. One needs to draw the right conclusions from the book. I don't think that the ultimate point of the author is that the reader should close the book and start wolfing on meat and diaries, but rather to fully understand how food and nature work, free of whatsoever ideological barriers. Although I mostly agree with the author, I am not going to run to the butcher's shop after reading this book. I will simply keep on thinking that if I ever will live in a successful organic farm, where absolutely no topsoil is destroyed, and where I act as a natural regulator of the animal population on the farm, or if I was living in Greenland or among some semi-nomadic tribes living the life of our ancestors in an unspoilt landscape, I will consider eating meat. But for the time being, I am not in any of such contexts, nor are many other people.- embracing neo-primitivist philosophy doesn't mean being or acting as a hunter-gatherer. It means acknowledging the validity of (some) hunter-gatherers' societies as an environment-friendly, natural, and fair societal models. Adopting a grain-free diet is a possibility, but a diet largely based on game or even organically farmed meat is less possible for all mankind than a complete plant-based one, because the premises for it are just missing right now. Not everybody lives in the ideal environment for feeding on grass-fed animals. And even if Mr. Keith does, she misses a big point: what is she going to feed her animals during winter? Domesticated cattle and goats (the main source of milk for human consumption) don't naturally stay in the same spot all year around in a temperate climate, but they either need to be fed hay (from annual crops fields) or, in case you're nomad or semi-nomad, be moved to a winter pasture. Agriculture is not only about grain, it is also about animal farming, and if you criticize or refuse agriculture, you can't leave anything behind. Even assuming that a farmer rotates his fields and lets animals graze in a different one in turns, he'll still need a monoculture of alfalfa on one of them that is not grazed but turned into hay for the winter. He still remains an agriculturalist, with all it implies. I am not sure how this fits into the author's primitivist or anti-agriculture mental scheme, or how much land you'd need to feed how much meat to how many people. In other words, I'd like to know how many people per acre her friend farmers can feed with their grain-free farms, and if they are really self-sufficient and 100% grain-free... but that, she doesn't say.- milk. The author is a big fan of cow milk (called liquid meat, by extremist vegan propaganda). Too bad that the greatest part of the world population is lactose tolerant, and nobody really was originally. Those who are not can keep fooling their nature by taking diary pills, but is that not even less natural than feeding a complete plant-based diet to an omnivore? The reality is that our bodies neither want nor need milk. Most of the world's human population has made it so far without milk, which is but a recent innovation. In the America she dreams of, there shouldn't be any European-imported cows, and the bison-hunting natives who (or at least whose legacy) should inhabitate the region are naturally 100% lactose-intolerant. Like millions of other people, I grew up without cow milk and I'm perfectly fine.- the nutritional argument may make a lot of sense in evolutionary terms, but only until the industrial revolution and the advent of modern cities. Except for some pathological cases (such as the author's personal history), experience clearly shows that a vegetarian or even a vegan diet is not necessarily more harmful than eating meat. A wrong veggie-based diet can be as harmful as a wrong meat-based diet. It is just common sense. I suspect that the serious health problems she developed can be ascribed to such cases, plus additional causes that may have been aggravated by a wrong diet. She can blame soya for a cancer, but millions of Asians eating soya in all possible forms (beans, tofu, tempeh, soya sauce, sprouts...) simply prove her wrong. This is a huge controversy that cannot be solved by the personal clinical file of one single individual. 60% of all Indians are vegetarian and have been for centuries, maybe even millennia; some of them suffer from malnutrition, true, but how much of that malnutrition is due to actual poverty and how much to vegetarianism? Just as much as our progenitors changed diet and started hunting big ruminants because their landscape had changed (rainforest shifting to savannah), today our landscape has dramatically changed again and we have to cope with this in terms of nutrition. Vegetarianism may not save the world, but at least to a certain extent, I believe some version of it does make more sense than irresponsible meat-based diets in a time of overpopulation and overexploitment of natural resources. Maybe in some thousands of years, if humans will still be here, the brain mass of vegetarians will have shrunk, just as much as it grew from eating animal fat; but considering how much we use of our brain today, I don't see big dangers upcoming at least for the next few millennnia. Fighting annual monocultures is not on the veggy movent's agenda, true; we can start with reducing that, and doing it differently, more efficiently and less destructively. But by converse, can eating more meat really be a solution? I can concede that in some cases, it may well be (when grain and vegetables have to be imported at high costs from far away and ultimately damage domestic food production). But how much does that apply to those of us living in modern urban conglomerates that produce no food at all?- so, what should we really do? The last point concerns foodstuffs that has been completely forgotten by the author: so-called superfoods. In these last months, I read a lot about them and I came to believe that it will be neither mainstream veganism nor meat to save us and the planet, but (less known) foodstuffs that are extraordinarily rich in some nutrients. Some of them are very easy to obtain, like spirulina, a seaweed that contains more than 60% complete protein (more than beef), and like all seaweeds, is exceptionally rich in minerals. Also, the way seaweed is farmed does not have anything to do with conventional farming (nor with animal manure): all you need is a water-filled vat or transparent pipes, sunlight and just any plant waste as its "feed". This combination yields the most amazing food on earth, that can provide so much nutrition in exchange of such little effort. Seaweeds can also be used as an easy, cheap and sustaibable source of oils to burn as biofuel. And this is but one example. The benefits of many lesser known seeds, berries, nuts, sprouts, unrefined bee products, raw cacao, and much more (even insects!), many of which are already found locally in many places, are huge, and none of these really requires conventional farming in annual monocultures. But as long as we keep on ignoring them, we'll be stuck in this situation, thinking that either chickpeas or meat alone will save us.This is what I learned from this book: giving up meat is not enough. There is so much more to it, and nobody holds the truth: there is always more to learn, as many things as there are diets. Mediterranean, Arctic, macrobiotic, vegetarian, vegan, Ayurvedic, raw foodist, "paleodiets", urinotherapy (!!), even fasting and cannibalism... they all make sense to some people and situations. They are all ways humans have found to adapt to some contexts. Many of them are anthropological, i.e. they are indicative of a culture, or a sub-culture, like veg(egetari)anism, plus of a certain time of human history, and environment.The next post will be on paleodiets and extinctionism.

See original: Lost in the North On my bookshelf: The Vegetarian Myth

On Freud and Orpheus

Today my head aches more than usual. Yesterday I worked my usual 7 hours non-stop, and had my 12 hours of sleep that I usually need during the Mighty Nordic Winter. But today, there is something wrong. After sprinkling some water on my face, I get my laptop and as usual, come down to the eating room for reading the news. And what do I find?I find a post thread on the far best group on CouchSurfing, called "Alternative Ways of Living & Consuming". This group really rocks. I learned so much stuff just from random posts on this forum, than probably anywhere else in life: from no-shampoo lifestyle, to healing with plants, and living up a tree. So, this time there is this post about the Uberman Sleeping Cycle. And I have a sudden enlightment: yes! That's what I've always needed! And I suddenly realized that I might be neither lazy nor a long-sleeper, but that I might rather have a sleeping disorder, that in the middle of the Arctic winter reaches worrying proportions. And that I can actually heal that disorder by means of a polyphasic sleep cycle.Apparently, there are several methods. The best-known ones are called Uberman and Everyman. The former consists of splitting your monophasic sleep into many naps, distributed over the day. The latter consists of a core sleep of 3 hours, plus an extra hour during the day, split into 3 short naps. After a while, your brain gets the training it needs to fall immediately into REM phase, without actually wasting most of the night waiting for it, as usual That's more or less how babies sleep, and maybe how humans used to sleep in primitive times, when they needed to be awake during the night in order to stay alert of incoming dangers. Another great advantage of polyphasic sleep is that I will probably be able to always remember my dreams. I've always had a great interest in dreams, and oftentimes I had great ones, where I have foreseen scenes that then actually took place. But I usually sleep so long into the morning, that I always forget my dreams, except when I have deja-vus (and I happen to get a lot of those). This is the right time to change something about it.I am going to try Everyman, because as this awesome blog explains, it's much easier, much more forgiving if you screw up, and it takes less time to train your brain. So I am going to sleep 3 hours from 1 to 4, and then three naps at 8am, 1pm and 9pm. From 4 to 8 I am going to read books, something that I never do these days. My alarm is going to have some extra work. But I have great optimism and I know I can make it.And yesterday I finally decided I will move to the Netherlands next autumn. I am going to remain a nomad for as long as I can, but at the same time take another degree. And with this current degree pending, this is the time I can actually use some extra time awake during the day.

See original: Lost in the North On Freud and Orpheus

The world is teeming with purposes

Darkness wraps Berlin. The air is heavy, as if it were always going to rain, but it never does, and mild, as if autumn were too lazy to give way to a new winter.I got to Berlin, this time sitting lazy in cheap trains, but barely managing to get some sleep. Now Iceland is out of the map, so instead of London and Copenhagen, Berlin is now my new centre of the universe.I don't feel like writing much - actually I don't feel like doing much at all. I'm only passing by; meeting people after a long time, talking about love and mother earth, having a few cheap drinks in bars that look like they've survived atomic warfare. Everything goes, I will go, the coins in my pocket will go, and Berlin will stay. Next time there will be another Berlin, like each of the probably ten or fifteen times I've come here before.It's hard to become a nomad again. I don't feel out of place. I lack a purpose. I should grab one, the world is teeming with purposes. Just make sure it's really yours then and that you didn't just borrow it.I need to get rid of this autumn bed mood. To most people, beds are to sleep; to me, they're the place from where I see the world, a mental point of reference. In summer it's easier, because just anything can be a bed (when it's not raining). In the winter, I tend to be an advanced homestayer. Or a couch potato.One really positive thing of nomadic life is that because you have abandoned your bed, you sleep less. Of course it doesn't help if you spend the rest of the day in bed anyway, but still. You have a bit more time to think.

See original: Lost in the North The world is teeming with purposes

Q & A

Fuck, I missed the bus to Malmö tonight. Sure you can always take the train, but Säfflebussen is 40DKK, which is almost like a Falafel bought in Strøget. I'm back at Andy's place - although he's at a French-fries party with a Belgian girl whose main mission seems to be to remind the whole world that fries are Belgian not French. There were 100.000 people today at the 'Change the System - not the Climate' demonstration, and when we finally got to the Bella Center, I needed to go back to the centre, but I wasn't alone. Although the metro was running every 2 minutes, it took ages before I could get on a train, and when I did, it took half an hour to go pass 3 stations...So, this time your favourite blogger decided to make a Q&A's post - using some interesting material I found on The Guardian (by far the only newspaper I can think of reading). There was a recent article about the link between meat and diary consumption and environment, and lots of people felt like leaving interesting, sometimes really funny, comments. Tonight I feel like commenting on them. There you go.1. Have no fun, stay in your village, don't keep any warmer than required to survive, no lights on - your on a losing wicket here need to be a lot more creative in your approach.Easy one. Here you see how our idea of a) fun and b) quality of life are so extremely consumption-based. For many people there is no way back. Either endless consumption as the only means to achieve happiness - or leading a life like in a retirement home. It is also implied that you can't keep yourself warm (and healthy) without burning fossil fuels, which is wrong. Why are the few who can claim to be self-sufficient apparently happy? Maybe even happier then others?2. "SUBMIT SLAVE!!"We are to be made to live like peasants eating raw vegetables around a carbon neutral camp fire while the scammers fly around in Lear Jets."Have we saved the world yet, Master?""No, it's getting worse, maybe in another ten years when enough of you are dead".This is the class argument, one of my favourites. Unlike the previous one, it is not only about quality of life, but here there is a political problem being addressed: it's always only the poor working class that has to make sacrifices, this time even to save the planet. I think this pov is especially interesting because it clashes with the new high-class trend of being 'green'. Right now, who can really make choices that influence the market (e.g. buying organic, vegan, etc.) are mostly those who have the money for it. The working class has to go to the discount and eat pesticides (?). I think that as long as commercials instruct people about housekeeping, many will never learn how they can be at the same time satisfied, cheap, healthy and ethical. But that's a long story. The real challenge is making sustainability less of a luxury and make sure that it's accessible to everyone.3. The ruling class intend to return us all to a state of medieval serfdom - half-starved, diseased and freezing. Next some 'sustainability committee' will tell the government that our life expectancies are all far too long and something should be done about it to 'save the planet'.Can you see why the greens are far worse than the communists?Similar thing. Here we're even back in the Cold War. These people can't see that they are already slaves. Like everyone, you're slave of the system, as long as you go to the store and buy the usual stuff you see on tv, blabla. Thinking that eating more (local & organic) vegetables makes you starve is childish. I'm not sure when exactly the diseases joined the party, but keep on going to the store to buy industrial meat, and we'll talk about it in a few years. And again, there's nothing wrong about being many on this planet and living a long life (although I believe life expectancy hasn't really become so long as they want us to believe); it's like 4 people living in a room for one person, if they are all responsible and nice to each other, they're gonna survive, but as soon as someone starts using more space and resources, the equilibrium is broken. A bit like Big Brother.4. Note the emphasis on consumers changing their ways, not on producers or retailers.If supermarkets are selling unsustainable fish, why are they allowed to? If the vast majority of breakfast cereals could properly be re-classified as confectionary, why are they sold with using fake healthy imagery? Why is it tolerated to strip the seas in order to feed to farmed salmon?The whole food production system encourages over-production and waste, and the problem needs to be tackled at root, rather than leaving it up to individual conscience.People buy and large eat what's there. Want to save the Cod? Stop putting it on the shelves.Very interesting point. Very true, too. I don't trust people too much either. But I trust much less people who force things on other people, although for a good cause. If the problem are the supermarkets, for instance, you might find it hard to use the law to either change their policies, or even shut them down (especially if they are big chains/corporations). Let's face it, democracy doesn't work. Then you might just give your support to a dictator or some totalitarian regime, and you'll have it done faster (seems to be working). No thanks, I don't like that, I don't need more prohibitions. I need people to understand, think with their own brains without being manipulated, and decide by themselves whether going to the store or to the local market and/or starting growing something in their garden, balcony, indoors even. Can you see now why the greens are far worse than the communists?

See original: Lost in the North Q & A

Italy's Real Dangers

Today I opened the website of one of Berlusconi's newspapers, Il Giornale. Some days ago there was a huge demonstration in Rome for freedom of information, and I was curious to have a look at one of those papers I never read. Well, Berlusconi says that since he started doing politics, he never even picked up the phone to overlook his immense media empire... in fact everyone knows this is a lie, a lie as big as his mediatic figure. Il Giornale is own by his brother, and here is what I found.I found an article about a declaration given by the Ministry for Gender Equality Mara Carfagna, who said she will soon make a law to ban Burqa and Niqab - two popular Islamic shrouds that let not see anything of the wearer - in all schools of the country. I was shocked at this, especially at the thought that some people may think this is a issue at all in Italy these days. I mean, I lived there for over 20 years of my life, and on and off after that, and I have never seen a Burqa or anything like that. All my muslim friends from schools were even more Italians than I am. Both me and my brother had muslim classmates that would eat pork at the school's canteen, something that I am not doing anymore since years. I have barely seen "normal" shrouds around, and I think nobody of my age would ever think this is a problem.The only time I got shocked by a shroud is when I first left Italy for a long time in 2006, and in the hyperliberal and ultra-Americanized Norway I was suddenly surrounded by Somali women covered in a fashion I had only seen on picture before. As a matter of fact, most women who dress that way are from Eastern Africa, curiously, from the same countries that were colonized by Italy until WW2. For some reason, migrants from these countries are extremely rare in Italy, which is mainly the target of immigration from Northern Africa and Pakistan, and concentrate greatly in Scandinavia. For another irony of history, these people are all victims of a bloody war that has plagued the Ethiopian borders with Eritrea and Somalia, a border being the symbol of a hatred that fascist Italy fed and exploited. The problem is that now Italy is far away from these problems, and having mostly to do with large numbers of people from Western Africa and Arabs, has forgotten that it bears political responsibility in a corner of the African Continent that has been in a terrible war ever since the Italians left. Italian rule in East Africa was rude, but there was not only that. Like in numerous other colonial dominions in the Continent, places with high ethnic, cultural, religious diversity were ruled in such a way that the foreign ruler eventually became the only factor of stability in the region - and it goes without saying, colonial rule has its own means to keep "stability". For example, Italian rule created Eritrea in a region where at least a dozen different ethnic groups have historically been living together. Eritrean troops prooved to be very loyal, and were mass employed for invading the Ethiopian Empire, a soveraign state that according to international regulations, nobody had the right to invade (all other were somehow "for sale"). Much later, after the war, the UN, who had temporarily given Eritrea to the British, decided that it should no longer exist and Eritrea became an Ethiopian province. The story in Somalia is not much different: there, the Italians had promised the Somalis (who are a huge minority today in Ethiopia) to unite them again under a big Italian-ruled Somali province. This plan died with WW2 and there has always been great tension between the Ethiopian-Somali border, and political instability in Somalia.Being so blind against the manifestation of another culture, that is being absorbed into the Italian way of living anyway (and not without problems), means to ignore Italy's own history and responsibilities in the first place, and secondly, it means ignoring what is going on in other European countries that have managed immigrations in a different way. Plus, a refugee is not an immigrant; an immigrant should be someone that wants to expatriate, and the element of exploring a new culture and a new way of living is dominant. A refugee is someone that was forced to leave his country for safety reasons. How can our law be so irrespectful of this basic difference? I have seen more veils and burqas and niqabs in a few months without even going to Africa, than the average Italian will see in his life; and the difference is that he is afraid, and I'm not. I'm not afraid of diversity. I'm afraid of bigotry and ignorance. And of a country that has a totally distorted idea of his own traditions. Maybe I'm a romantic, but I am deeply convinced that going to an organic store (or directly to the market) and buy some local vegetables with a tissue bag is an immensely bigger sign of love for your own land than any campaign against veiled women.People say veils conceal stories of women repressed from their husbands and relegated to the outskirts of society, sometimes even sexually mutilated. Maybe. But are these people really isolating themselves, or are they afraid of us Westeners? I can understand them so well, if they are. I can understand why they set up their intercontinental TV-sets and prefer watching TV programmes from the other end of the world, where there are no stupid naked women who do nothing but smile, and men who treat them like shit, and all this sponsored by the government and tolerated by the Vatican in return of political influence. I understand all those people from faraway countries that think that Italy is a decaying country, which looks very little like a democracy, and still wants to teach other people how they should live. I admire all those who, by leading a simple life, managed to have a decent life where the victims of consumerism cannot.I have always respected other people's opinions, even when they are radically different from mine. I have always been a relativist, and thought that the way I think is given by the way my life turned out, and if something had gone even slightly different, I would think different today, maybe like one of those whom I politically despise. But if a certain number of issues is just left to our interpretation, one the other hand there are some issues where factors like ignorance come into play. We are ignorant because we are kept ignorant, and ignoring the signals that should allow us to change such hideous state of mind is a crime. And we are ignorant because we ignore the world around us, just like today's ruling class is ignoring foreign press which is describing Italy as Europe's last dictatorship, together with Belarus. The best argument that the government can produce is that "the government is an institution empowered by the people itself, and criticizing it means to object one of the basic democratic principles". The reason why nobody really takes this claim seriously, I believe, is not only because of the governmental control on nearly all media, but also because people are not completely ignorant. And they know, for example, that both Belarus and, take, Nazi Germany are/were democratically elected governments, while Italians always hid behind the excuse that Fascism took power by force, as if nobody had ever been fascist.

See original: Lost in the North Italy's Real Dangers

Satan's Temple

During the Reykjavík International Film Festival (RIFF) I finally watched Antichrist, Lars Von Trier's last work. I was well prepared for it, and it didn't shock me too much; I knew enough about the plot, the genital mutilation(s), the psychodrama, the talking fox. And of course I knew that Von Trier is fucked up. So, the film didn't surprise me too much, and although I left the cinema with a very weird feeling about my genitals, I wasn't too much disturbed about it. I still don't know whether I liked it or not, though; that's something I'll have to think about over the next days. I really liked the photography and the technical choices of many scenes, but my overall judgement of the film is kind of suspended as to now. I probably expected the plot to be a bit more complex; for instance, I would have expected the murderous instinct of the female protagonist to have developed in a much more complex way, although probably that would have been what I would expect from a book and not from a film.Beside liking it or not, a couple of statements from the film gave me enough to think over. There was something in the film that was just ages far from the way I think. Beside the love/hate/madness relationship shown in the film, Von Trier displayed as background witch hunt and Satanism, and I found that weird, namely because I never believed that witches had anything to do with Satan. But it was the female character in the film that uttered something about the "bad nature of women", almost justifying witch hunt, that highly disturbed me. I guess that was the prelude to her madness and homicidal instinct that followed in the film, but still I believe that Von Trier put it there because he wanted to say something about it. The most disturbing element was that their trip to the summer house in the forest was depicted as too negative an experience for my taste. The forest itself was clearly a beautiful place, that Von Trier and his character distorted into "Satan's Church", as they themselves state.Forests and non-anthropic places have always been the domain of the divine for ancient people. Even to us modern people, they inspire a sort of holy terror, but not a demonic one. Satan is a construct of Christianity, and even in Judaism it was often not related to what we call "evil"; it often referred to foreign gods (such as the Phoenician god Ba'al, or the Philistine Beelzebub), and in many cases, Satan was just one of God's angels whom He would send around to test people's faith, notably Job and later, Jesus. In Judaism there is little notion of any absolute evil or Devil, that was developed at the time when Christianity spread across Europe, gradually turning Christianity into a sort of new Manicheism. It was an easy tool for converting people, and gradually habits, practices, beliefs and places that were connected to the previous religion, became "satanic". This is what happened to the forest, home to forces that humans had to deal with carefully.Lately I've been a lot interested in magic mushrooms and I've read quite many things about them. It seems to me very likely that the mushroom was humanity's first deity, and where the concept itself of divinity and otherworldness came from. In shamanic belief, everything is regulated from beyond the threshold: deseases are caused by presences, that need a trip to the other world to be dealt with. This is not far from a modern Christian exhorcism, i.e. the belief of a demon occupying someone's body has definitely shamanic origins, and it resembles all in all a "bad trip". When you take a mushroom, you feel its presence within you. It's like being a host to a divine presence, that is taking you to another world, can could be either good or bad. And since Christianity came, much of this belief system has been labeled as "devilish". And the relationship between man and nature, and especially the forest, which is home to the mushroom, has radically changed. I believe that the broken link between man and nature caused by the advent of Christianity is in the aftermath responsible for the great damages that people have inflicted to the planet.Something has been saved though, usually in places that have been less heavily affected by Christianity. The whole Christmas symbology is related to Shamanism. Originally a Roman holiday of Sol Invictus, celebrating the sun being newborn after its death in the winter, lately it acquired its modern symbology from Northern European shamanic belief. Santa Claus himself resembles a shaman, and wears the colours of the Fly Agaric (Amanita Muscaria), the most powerful allucinogenic mushroom. He flies up in the sky like the shaman-god Odin (he was recorded to lead a great hunting party through the sky at Yule), and has reindeers which are extremely symbolic for Northern shamanic tribes. The symbology of the Christmas Tree is not related to Santa Claus (as in many places gifts were put into boots, and even in Italy socks were used until a few years ago), but eventually it spread a bit everywhere, as the tree as the place for gifts recalls the tree as the place at whose bottom mushrooms grow.I don't know how people can still think that witches in the middle ages and later really were "Satanic women". In a way, they were, but since I don't believe in Satan, this doesn't make sense to me. I also think that Satanism is just an act of protest, an anti-Christianity that uses its own symbols turning them upside down and "perverting" them, but it can neither be considered a real religion nor a threat. Most importantly, it forgets about where everything started, i.e. in traditional, pre-Christian religions (what I call "natural religions" as deeply rooted in the culture that practices them and were not "imported"), that had no distinction between good and evil. As I wrote above, Christianity itself as a run off from Judaism had little or no notion of good and evil, and the concept of sin was rather anthropological than religious, i.e. it involved clean and unclean things and practices, like eating pork, marrying relatives, dealing with blood, and so on.

See original: Lost in the North Satan's Temple

Closing Time

Time is up, this time for real. Many times this year it seemed that Hljómalind would have to close, but somehow we always managed to survive, but this time we are closing for real. We already stopped to buy food, because by the end of the month everything will have to be gone. We're going to have a staff party on the 14th, and probably a huge sale at the end of the month, where people will be able to buy anything they want from the café, even the equipment, and bring it home. The place that made my stay in Iceland so special, that allowed me to support myself during my studies, that gave me food, friends and even shelter, will be soon gone forever, and with it a huge part of the feeling that tied me to this country. People are leaving, I cannot get any unemployment benefit after losing my job because I'm a student (students should take a study loan, they tell you, but yeah, only Icelandic students, so for me there is nothing...), and Iceland, just like Italy, will become for me a mere (and cheap) holiday destination.There is a growing rumor that the Icelandic economy will not survive the winter, also. I'm not sure this is one of the many cases of mediatic terrorism that someone will profit from - I remember last November it came in the news that stores were running out of basic goods like noodles and oil, so that some people ran to the stores and bought everything possible. It may well be a false alarm - but it seems clear that, sooner or later, something like that is bound to happen. And there are still people that have the courage to write on newspapers that capitalism is good. A recent counter-article argued that capitalism is long dead, and what we have right now is the pale out-of-control shadow of something that has died out - or rather degenerated, I would say - long ago, basically when the most important currencies went for the first time out of the gold standard (1932 and again as a consequence of the Vietnam war in 1971). Right now there is no government using gold standard, meaning basically that any currency is in fact worth the paper or poor metal it is made of. Maybe I'm being simplicistic and I don't understand much of this, but after all, who said that everyone who has the right to vote needs to be an economist, or rather, the less you think, the better the system fares. And the politicians that are elected by "the people". Never heard of Zeitgeist?I only have one thought in my head: besides that I have decided to leave because of so many other reasons, why should a foreigner in Iceland leave the country just because of the economic crisis? Is it a good reason to leave, i.e. escape from a disaster that in fact anti-capitalists like me have but advocated? I don't really believe that such "disaster" will quite harm people, as a sympathiser of primitivist theories. This can be a good chance to go back to a more traditional, less consumeristic way of living, and reverse a mentality centred on the accumulation of wealth. I do believe in all that, so leaving makes me feel like fleeing a monster that I don't fear at all. But I do feel something scary in the present situation, because things I have been enjoying are over. But let's ask the real reason why they're over: Hljómalind is closing because of a landlord that is at the mercy of some banks; the house will go to back up some of his loans that still (incredibly) support his crazy business. The only thing folks can do right now is hoping that he won't be able to do it for long.Nevertheless, as long as you live in this world and haven't chosen to alienate - that's exactly what I'm hopefully going to do in Slovakia - you need to play by its rules. And the rule is that you need money to do things. Sometimes it's not much, because the system is not as bad as it could possibly be. For instance, I pay very little tuition fee for going to university, but in some way I have to support myself. So I'm happy that in order to study, I don't have to take a loan that it will take 20 years to pay back afterwards (especially because not doing it won't influence the direction of your studies, allowing you to freely pick what you like and not what will make more moneymoneymoney), but if I didn't have to work, I would have probably already handed in my M.A. thesis by now, as I intended to. This is not the only problem, but in a time when I'm desperately thinking about finding a job for the next months that will allow me to go on with my education, this seems terribly relevant. What I'm afraid of, is that this need will push me to situations that won't do any good to me - like, is it really the right thing to do, to spend the winter in a ski resort where I can make a lot of money but where probably I'm not going to feel any good? Is it really worth it? Is running after money what I really want? Or am I too much an idealist if I think that I can make so many nice things without money?That is surely true for some things, but not all of them. Opting for the free things is for sure a nice choice, but there is more in life, or there are things that not everybody can achieve by himself, like it or not. To take an example related to school, not everybody can self-teach the piano, but if you spend most of your time working for paying piano classes, you won't practice so much as you need and you're going to be a bad pianist anyway. That's why you need both working and not working, i.e. the best solution as long as you live in this system is to accept a necessary evil using it for your purposes without becoming slave of it. Making money is necessary and acceptable as long as the purpose of doing it is not making money itself. I dislike many things that I do every day, included using a computer to communicate as I am doing now; it's consoling, though, that I'm aware of it. But no, I don't believe that looking beyond it is idealism, rather inspiring realism.

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Two months

...is the time I am planning to stay here in Iceland, roughly. Maybe a bit less, maybe a bit more.The Summer Course in Manuscript Studies at the Árni Magnússon Institute here in Reykjavík is finally over, and with it all this row of summer courses I took. Now it's time to start working again and take it really seriously; besides, while Europe melts in a 40°C summer heat, here it's raining, windy and it's clear summer time is gone. Hopefully I'll be able to enjoy a bit of my favourite season in Italy, i.e. autumn with its scents, melancholy for the approaching winter, roasted chestnuts, mushrooms, and the first fire coming up the chimney.The course was really good, the group was awesome, teachers included. We transcribed and edited Bartholomeus Saga Postola and the Old Icelandic translation of a Latin hymn, Personent Hodie, which we eventually even sung at the presentation. I'll most definitely go to Copenhagen next August to take the Master's Level (this year I was in the Advanced), since it's a so-called ping-pong course, alternating between the two Arnamagnæn Institues, on the Continent and in Iceland. On Sunday we went on a trip to Flatey, where the famous Flateyarbók was written; we spent nearly the whole day sitting on the bus and on the ferry, and eventually spent about 2 hours on the island, of which one and a half at the restaurant. The food was excellent though, they even arranged fancy vegan food - but besides that, we didn't do anything special, except eating harðfiskur and drinking brennivín at the arrival, and visiting Iceland's first and tiniest public library with a replica of Flateyarbók, which is now of course in Reykjavík.My friend Sarah from Belgium has just come back to Iceland - and as soon as I met her, she put a really bad bug into my head (which is not very hard...): she went back to Belgium to work for the summer, bought a used caravan for 250€, put it into a monastery's yard, and there you go. I had no idea she had lived in a caravan in Copenhagen for two years, and now I'm seriously thinking of something like that, especially if I don't want to work like a madman for the rest of my youth years instead of learning and living (check out my most recent loan from Hljómalind's library); and especially because it's very easy and cheap to find a piece of land to grow some crops on, but most of the time you're not allowed or it's just too complicated or expensive to build on it. Much better to put a carvan on it, even if it's not completely legal - I heard that in some Italian regions like Trentino, even keeping a caravan unused in your garden requires you a number plate and insurance! have you ever asked yourself who made such laws, clearly laws that no completely sane citizen could possibly agree with? So, that's why people get rid of those. I've also been reading about how to convert a caravan's chemical toilet into a compost one, although it is much more practical to do it outside the caravan, possibly as a treebog (outhouse).But going back to growing your own food. I recently found out about forest gardens - a practice linked to permaculture - what a simple and great idea... I had already read a lot of things about primitiv(ist) egalitarian societies of present and past eras, that leading a hunting-gathering lifestyle with little or no agriculture, have comparably a better and longer life and much more leisure time than agricultural societies, especially those who are founded on monocultures (like grain/extensive animal farming), whose harvest is generally poorer and threatened by fast-spreading diseases and famine. But I always regarded it as a romantic idea, that makes sense ideally but not practically; I could never imagine myself living a hunter-gatherer's life. Forest gardens are on the other hands different, since they try to reproduce a spontaneous (woodland) eco-system, rather than a landscape which is completely modelled according to the needs of a monocoltural farmer - which would not be natural, even if everything is done organically and all that. It's not spontaneous, but it can at least partially be, but it works in a way it normally does when humans are not around, the only difference being that in this case the forest is ideally entirely made up of plants that have yields directly useful to humans. The trick is finding out about so-called companion planting, i.e. planting plants on multiple levels in a way that they interact and most importantly, use the ground's resources and minerals at different levels, thus not exhausting it as a monoculture would do. It is terribly easy and it works, but as widely known, us modern people don't like simple and harmless things.When I go back to Italy in November, I will spend some days (or maybe 2-3 weeks) wwoofing in the mountains, as long as the weather is good (I remember 2 years ago I took a course in natural baking there, and we were having lunch outside on the benches and the sun was shining...), and see if I can find a job for the winter, maybe in Norway where I can make enough money and refresh my Norwegian. On Sunday I'm moving to a new room, where I will stay until the end of September.

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Amazing Things

On every CouchSurfing Profile there is a section where you're asked to mention "One amazing thing I've seen or done". I decided to make my own list of "amazing things" that I have seen/done, that I am about to do, and that I will do one day. And link it to my profile. Suggestions and comments are very much welcome.Amazing things I've done:- self-taught my ancestors' forgotten beautiful language- left Italy and forbode by parents to support me financially in 2006- cut it with Italian ham and salami and became a vegetarian- learned Norwegian to the point of understanding most Norwegian dialects- touched the bottom by working at McDonald's for 7 months, moving trash in the middle of snowstorms with only a McDonald's shirt on- found a beautiful German girl who shares my nomadic lifestyle- lived in Iceland during the 2008 great depression and learned Old Norse- Hitch-hiked from Iceland to the Netherlands and climbed up 1000m on a glacier (risking my life without a jacket)- gave up using shampoo and found myself with much healthier and cleaner hair- grew a nice fluffy beardAmazing things I'm about to do:- live as a nomad for over one year- learn how to knit a sweater- live on an organic farm for several months- learn Slovak, Dutch and Welsh- learn macrobiotic cooking- how to make soap, clay pottery, wave baskets, identify wild edible plants- reconstruct Proto-Indoeuropean roots- play the mandolaAmazing things I will do some day:- go to India and Nepal and back without flying, hitch-hiking most of the way and back with the Transiberian train- spin dance with Sufi mystics in Iran- join an ashram in Nepal and learn Sanskrit, tantric yoga and meditation- eat cooked insects- buy a second-hand carvan and put it in the middle of a field where I will grow my own edible forest garden and make it my home- become a father of a better person than myself

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